Friday, March 26, 2010

Dramatic

That's real..
Many things were happen in my lately school life..
About school, friends, family and even me..
I can't even handle them..
Something changed dramatically..
You and I were best friends just a minute ago but not now..
dE situation was like that..
kind of exaggerate..but its real..
Its what we call..reality..

eXamination..wish I can get de results which I expected..
an outstanding results..
Wish I can turn my parents' face from dissapointment into happiness..

Quite meaningful phrase..
"Weakness compel strength..Betrayal beget blood"

Friday, March 12, 2010

SPM 2010

When de moment of SPM 2009 results came out..
I felt more nervous then de participants..
What wrong with me..asked myself..
When I knew some of them got outstanding results..
I didn't feel any happy..My happiness was fully cover by pressure at de moment..
I keep asking them..what must I do to get THIS KIND OF RESULTS..?
They told me..no shortcut at all..just keep study-ing..
Seems like hardworking is work..They got their "shinning" future..
Until now..many of us are still discuss-ing..
How about me..Think-ing..

For now..I'll treat every exams like SPM TRIAl..even small exams or what..
I must try my best to read them all..no more give up at all..
may be it's hard..haha..Wish I can..

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Design

Design..it's actually quite deeply knowledge..
Even de 1st just slightly different from de 2nd one..
when de results comin out..there's a big comparison..
according to my observation..

Honestly..I envy to de one who could present de good design..
I even feel suspicious about what their brain fill-ing with..
why they got endless idea to compose..
I like design..especially to de word design..
but I couldn't present de good design..
even get agreement from public..

I do not have much extra time for study this..
but I swear I will keep intrest in this..

Monday, March 1, 2010

言语

最近的。。在言语方面。。
自觉有点过分。。过火。。
总是在发生后才自觉。。总是想弥补却不能。。
可能有的人也这样觉得。。我会反省。。

都在用作文来麻痹自己。。
可能觉得。。读多识多是对的。。

三月的到来。。补习的开始。。
我坦言不想也不喜欢补除了英文以外的补习班。。
有点怪。。我就是这样。。
但却不想就这样烂下去。。所以我补数学。。
至于马来文。。还有一天的考虑期限。。
当下的考虑结果是70%不补。。

希望我能靠自己。。
加强语言沟通能力。。语文书写能力。。
还有。。言语反省能力。。